Napi 500 kalórián élt ez a modell, most így néz ki
Egy amerikai modell nemrég Instagramján mutatta meg, mennyit változott a teste, amióta felhagyott a divatvilágban szokásos szigorú diétával. És bár azóta kevesebb munkát mégis, mégis jobban érzi magát!
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Liza Golden-Bhojwani négy évvel ezelőtt még a Dolce & Gabbana divatbemutatóin vonult, de ennek az volt az ára, hogy napi maximum 500 kalóriát ehetett és nagyrészt párolt szójababon élt. Mindezt azért, hogy megfeleljen a divatvilág elvárásainak, és ne lépje túl a kívánt ruhaméretet. Szerencsére Liza még időben rájött, hogy az egészségét kockáztatja, ha ezt sokáig folytatja.
April 2014-32-25.5-35 Vs. October 2016-38-30.5-42 if you’re in my industry you know what those numbers mean and how F’ing scary that shit is. I remember having measurement days and making sure not to eat anything or even have water so that I could be the skinniest and flattest I could be. I had tricks to tuck my hips and cinch my waist to get a smaller measurement. I measured out food I ate and logged it in a food diary daily and I would make sure I didn’t go over X amount of calories per day. If I did or if I binged out of hunger, I would puke that up and that made me think it was okay I didn’t “actually” eat it. I would chew fruit/dessert flavoured gum just to give me a taste of something delicious since I couldn’t physically eat it. I have always been the model who yo-yo’s in measurements. Lose a lot of weight and be really skinny and then a few weeks/months later and I would be “big” again. I felt so ashamed and disgusted with myself. I could never understand how so many of the models around me could keep up with it and manage a stable constant measurement. I took 2 years off, unplanned. I honestly never thought I would model again, I mean I was “fat” no one would want to work with me at the size I was, I just figured it was over. All the blood, sweat, and tears I put in to that body was literally all for nothing. A short lived moment of success. Out of the blue one day as I was getting bigger and bigger I just said fuck this, I am still going to work and I refuse to starve myself to do so. I talked to my mother agent of nearly 10 years @ginnyedwardsmaxwell and we started making things happen piece by piece. Everything is still so new (I only started back up in October), but already I feel so much fucking happier with myself and my life! It’s like a secret you hold onto so deeply for years and years that you finally let out and you feel so damn liberated!! No I don’t ever plan on being that skinny again and to the next person who says “oh you looked so much better thin” GO FUCK YOURSELF! You have NO clue wtf I went through to be like that and how MISERABLE I was #bodypositive #effyourbeautystandards #loveyourself #standout #honormycurves
„Arra gondoltam, akkor is lehetek ilyen vékony, ha egy kicsivel többet eszem, és akkor legalább nem érzem majd magam szörnyen. Persze a kicsivel több végül azt jelentette, hogy megettem majdnem egy egész zacskó mandulát, ami ahhoz vezetett, hogy visszaálltam a teljes adagokra. Mindent meg akartam enni, ami elém került, még akkor is, ha tudtam, ez egy nagyon fontos időszak a karrieremben” – írta a modell Instagramján, az alábbi fotó mellett.
A little flashback Friday action for you. This caption will be long and won’t fit, so if you’d like to read please find the rest in the comment section….The left side was me at the start of the peak of my career. My first proper fashion week where I was actually the size I needed to be. I was booking amazing shows that one never thinks they actually could, walking with girls who I once looked up to, it was a serious adrenaline rush…but after fainting one night in my apt whilst preparing one of my very low cal meals (I think it was 20 pieces of steamed edamame if I remember correctly), I called it quits with the diet and workout regime I was put on and decided I could do it on my own. I thought to myself, I can still be this thin, but I’ll just eat a little more so I don’t feel so horrible. Well, eating a little more turned into eating nearly a bag full of almonds, which then turned into eating full size meals, which then turned into a full blown binge. I was craving every single food you could imagine and I was giving in to every craving even though I knew this was such an important time in my career. I made it through NYFW okay, no one had noticed any weight gain, but by the time I had gotten the LFW I could see the pounds starting to show both in the mirror and on the measuring tape, but I kept quiet obviously not wanting to sabotage myself. I found myself going to the grocery store and picking up raw vegetables to try and make up for the near two week binge I had in NY, but I didn’t see any weight coming off no matter how “healthy” I was eating and no matter how many workouts I fit in. MFW came and I knew I was bigger and by bigger I mean a 35.5in hip rather than the 34.5in hip I started with in NY, I played it cool and just pretended everything was normal. I did end up booking shows, Dolce & Gabbana being one of them. Which I afterwards received online criticism about my thighs looking fat…Anyways PFW came about, and I found it impossible to resist those chocolate croissants 🙊 I went on many a casting with one exclusive option being on my schedule, but after meeting the client I knew the reason for me not nailing the gig, my size…
Liza Golden-Bhojwani (@lizagoldenreal) által megosztott bejegyzés,
Liza úgy nyomta le a New York-i és a londoni divatheteket, hogy tudta, már a tükörben és a mérőszalagon is látszódnak a pluszkilók. Sőt, a Dolce & Gabbana show-ja után másoktól is megkapta a kritikát, hogy vastag a combja. Sokáig nem tudott ellenállni, és megküzdeni legnagyobb – ahogy ő fogalmazott – ellenségével, az étellel. Évekkel később mégis úgy döntött, visszatér a modellszakmába, de már sokkal egészségesebben, teste sanyargatása nélkül. Edzeni kezdett, és napi 800-1200 kalóriát evett. Liza fittebb volt, mint valaha, de a divatszakmának így sem kellett. Depressziós lett, és szörnyen érezte magát, majd végül Indiába utazott, hogy magára találjon.
Indiában Liza férjhez ment, de nem csak az Igazira talált rá, hanem önmagára is. Azóta újra modellkedik, de immár a plus-size kategóriában. Végre sikerült elfogadnia és megszeretnie a testét: „Nem tökéletes, nem a kifutóra, vagy a Victoria’s Secret show-ira való, nem a legjobb, de az enyém, és végre a lelkem is boldog!”
I can’t believe that this time next week I will be in London, working. Last year this time, I had just gotten married and been enjoying all our wedding celebrations with friends. I never planned on starting to work again. I never thought I would be able to face the industry I had been in for so long, but felt I had failed at so incredibly. But then out of the blue one day, I found myself saying, “okay, this is it, you can do it again, focus, diet strictly, and workout like a beast so you can get that body back and get back to working.” You know how it goes, it takes you 3+ months to get in shape, but takes you just a week to start losing that perfect muscle tone you have been working so hard on. It’s quite frustrating. All I ever wanted was to be a naturally small girl. Naturally thin. The girls who were just BORN for this shit. They were born to fit in every damn thing perfectly. God how many years I wished that upon myself. But then I realised, that would never be me, I would never be the size 0-2 girl who can just be that way without having to slave away at it… I have come to terms with it and accepted it as you may have noticed in my previous posts. I have moved on from the obsession of fitting into the standard perfect model mould. And I have decided to make my own mould, my own shape, my own personal being. Again, I know I am not perfect. I am not perfect physically, mentally, or emotionally. I am really not sure WHO is. I have been through my trials and tribulations, where I really just lost hope in myself, life, and the world… But I would like to share with you that even the most broken and imperfect people can see the light at the end of the tunnel. One day, somehow, there is always hope for a positive outcome in each and every one of our lives. Photo credit: @thirdeyejedi #newbeginnings #positivevibes #loveyourself #riseabove #bodypositive #effyourbeautystandards #thisisme
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